Saturday, March 27, 2010

Stupid Cancer

Dear Cancer,
Have I told you lately how much I hate you? I mean I REALLY hate you.

You are alive and well with in my body and there's not a damn thing I can do about it. I am so frustrateed by you. The lymph node in my groin is really, really painful. A couple of days I had no pain. However, apparently you have decided that being quiet and painfree what just not a enough.

I am so frustrated with this trial. I am so scared  that you have attached to other parts of my body. Other parts that I just don't know about. I am tempted to go to my surgeon and have him cut you out and just not tell anybody. (Telling could ruin my chance at the trial) I just don't know what is the right thing to do. Nobody does.

However, I am pretty sure that letting you float around in there and grow is NOT the right decision. I just don't have many options for killing you. I know that makes you happy, cancer. However, it just pisses me off. And it makes me more determined to kick your ass.

So, in conclusion, I realize that you throughly enjoy my body, and while I know it is pretty awesome (hee hee), I do not care much for you inside of my body. So, for now I will do everything that I can on my end to kill you. In the meantime you had better get ready, because once I get this RO5 in my system, your ass is mine!

Cancer Mommy


  1. You tell that cancer! grr makes me want to kick its butt for you.. but not sure how to do that actually! If you know of a better idea for now I will cheer you on while you do the butt wooping!

  2. I fucking hate cancer. Total asshole.

  3. I don't know you, nor how I got to your blog, but I think of and pray for you often. I am a mommy of small kids, too, and I cannot even imagine the pain, frustration, anger and hurt you are feeling! I pray God's hope and comfort for you, as well as kicking some cancer tush. Ann

  4. Kicking A$$ and taking names!!!!

  5. Stay Strong Babe!! Love and Praying for you!!

  6. Some friends you know, some you don't. But know this....we are ALL praying for you as you fight this battle which we know you will WIN!!!! (((Big Hugs To You)))

  7. Hi Heather,
    Just want you to know I'm one of the many, many, around the country praying for you and your family. I've been following your blog for a long time - I live in Houston and know Angie. Many blessings to you!

  8. Well Said!!!!! Kick some cancer butt!