Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Less Than 6 Months

This weekend marked 6 months.

I have been getting chemo treatments for 6 months now.

But, do you know what else that means? That means that I have less than 6 months to go. I am OVER halfway done.

It's hard to believe that I have been doing this so long. I can't really say that it has gone quickly, because quit honestly, it hasn't. It feels like forever!

Probably the most difficult thing to deal with though is the fatigue. I am just so darn tired. The hardest part of my day is actually getting out of bed. Some days getting up and moving is just so hard.

But, you do what you have to do, right?

I have two beautiful babies that depend on me, so even when the only thing I want to do is sleep the day away, I get up and try my best to be a good mommy.

I am grateful that my babies are so young. I pray that they won't remember how tired I always am.

I pray that they remember that I played with them, cooked with them, colored with them, and loved them more than anything in this whole wide world.

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